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4 THANK YOUS I FORGOT TO SAY THIS CHRISTMAS

I. To the girl in highschool who said my dark skin and stick legs would never amount to anything – thank you for the bullying. It taught me beauty and confidence. II. To the parent who never failed to let me know they made a huge mistake – thank you for my depression. It drew […]

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The Importance Of Being Selfish

How many times in a year do you feel guilty? Ten? Twenty? Maybe even more? How many times have you felt like shit for not wanting to do something for someone, and how many times have you been made to feel like shit for not wanting to go to a party? How many times have […]

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A POEM ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND

  This is not a love poem.   This is an apology for all the break-ups it took for us to realize we weren’t meant for each other.   I was a trainwreck waiting to happen and she was something more immaculate, like stars in the night. The first you would turn away from, the […]

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Dear Future Lover, Here Is The User Manual for My Heart

To You: Wherever you are, please know I am patiently waiting for you. Sometimes, it feels especially lonely. Like now. But that’s okay. One day I’ll get to sit in this coffee shop holding your hand, watching the world pass us by in sunsets amidst the comfortableness of our silence. One day I’ll get to […]

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SCRATCHES ON THE BACK

    I have the skin of two different boys under my fingernails. My mother tells me to clean them out when I realize my thighs still ache from all the ways he made me fold underneath him and maybe I like myself being just a little bit dirty. Is it wrong of me to […]

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