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A POEM TO THOSE WHO SAW THEIR LOVED ONES TRAPPED BY MENTAL ILLNESS BUT KEPT THEIR HOPE INTACT
You were my new best friend in a blue blanket
The best gift mom and dad ever brought home
You were my tag team partner, my confidante,
Comfort in a shared mac n cheese bowl
Busy roads and bullies were never the enemy
It was always your mind
I couldn’t protect you
Couldn’t stop the rage from making you blind
These floorboards hide
ashes from extinguished flames
dried scabs from pearled knuckles
and dust from childhood board games
Father’s nails are caked with worry
His backbone trembles in the cold
I reach out to warm his tired hands
but realize any embers I have left, I’ve sold
Your demons snarl at us from under the rugs
Clawing at our soles, leaving scars
Mother silences their newborn wails
with forced small talk in cramped cars
Every blow to the head
Every knife raised
Every 3 am 911 call
This plague has affected us all
We carry the loss of who you used to be
In invisible mountains on our backs silently
It’s been winter in this home for a few years now
And we are all frozen, awaiting fall.
—
“Little Brother”, Naomi Hon
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